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Wednesday, June 11, 2003
ok, so this morning - i dreamed that it was the end of the world and people were all being herded through doors that were labeled for their major sins. ie. alcoholics, drug addicts/abusers, whores, etc. my friends denise and jen were there. i was whisked through another door - i don't remember the label. it ended up leading to a small apartment in limbo for lack of a better term. i had a big screen tv and could watch whatever i wanted - and god was extrememely tolerant of my passion for horror except at 10am and 5pm - some water-themed religious show was on every channel. i had cable and could watch the shows broadcast on earth - the weather was the scary bit - apparently it was freezing down there - something about the sun being black. they referred to it as the necrotemp or necroclime - something like that. anyway - when i picked up the phone i could say "mama" and it would go directly to my mom. i've never called her mama that i can think of. anyway we talked often and whenever i mentioned the temp she said that she hoped it wasn't getting hot where i was. i asked god if i could visit hell and try to retrieve denise. he said no. later on my parents - and my cat banshee - were at the apt. when denise appeared. i tried to tell her that it wasn't too late and that she could stay with me. in this limbo i was supposed to come to terms with some personal issues in order to move on. there was crying and stuff. feelings of selfishness, etc. woke up at the bottom of the pool as one of my friends describes it - couldn't get off the bed or out of the dream without a LOT of effort. Monday, June 09, 2003
oh, and i was reminded that i'm not 18 anymore through a gutter cleaning experience. used to be that climbing on the roof and walking the fence was no big deal. walk the top of the fence - lean against the house - scrape the gutters. no problem. woke up sunday - problem.... must locate more "donors." What the Bloody Hell Does This Mean? at one point i was arguing with this father that had brain washed his family - supposedly he was always right - and all his answers came from the bible- we were all working OT in some 2 story building when i ran into him. he was telling everyone that they were going to hell - and what sins they had committed -he was telling his son and daughter that we were witches and adulterers - and that we were different because we were born as homosexual worms - that spilt apart and became man and woman - he both smoked and cast spells - the spells made holders in his co. think they were going to reap huge dividends - however it was all a scam - only on paper - i started quoting the bible - imagine that - pointing out that smoking was a sin - desecrating god's temple - and that casting spells was a sin. both of his kids were crying and asking "daddy, is that true?" THEN THIS MORNING: i had another dream where i was in a small town with a group of people who seemed to be practicing some combination of witchcraft and masonry. there was a candle that had 5 wicks - not all on top. it was a kind of sculpture with symbols all over it. there was a special lighter that would light 2 wicks at a time - it was shaped really oddly, mainly because some of the wicks were halfway down the sides of the candle. |